i have pneumonia again. so very ill and yet i cannot take a day off from work. i work hourly so if i take a day off, i do not get paid. there has been so much stress at work and it has taken its toll on me physically. even now, i do not know why i am sitting here typing this when i should be getting ready for work. a cold heavy soaking rain is falling outside and my chest feels like a brick is strapped to it.
rain outside. rain inside. when i try to breathe i feel like i'm drowning.
and i am not hungry but with diabetes, i need to eat to keep my levels in a certain area.
i wish i had a friend, but mostly i wish i had him here to help me while i am this sick. the fever is draining. hot tea and toast do not a meal make to head off into the rain for a very busy and stressful day at work.
just saying.
